Michael Sugrue recently posted a series of one-liner observations on his YouTube Community page; one of them grabbed a hold of me, and I wanted to share it.
“Brakes make a car go faster: self-discipline produces freedom”
While it reminded me of Jocko Willink’s Discipline Equals Freedom mantra, it still gave me pause to reflect on this quasi-koan. There are two paths for speed – you either are able to control it, or you give over to speed for its own sake. Unless you disregard all safety and practicality, there is little benefit to unrestrained speed or freedom. It is through imposing limits (or the ability to control the forces at play) that you are truly able to take advantage of what speed (or it is a proxy of) has to offer. It is narrow-minded to believe in absolute freedom without guardrails. To believe we should live without restraint is to place yourself and your needs above everyone else. You might win on a few games, but it is a poor strategy in the long term that hurts everyone.
Here we are at the dawning of a new year, which for me means it’s time to post an update on my reading over the last year. For my previous lists, you can see them here: 2019, 2018, 2017, and 2016. It’s hard to believe this is my fifth reading list!
Title
Author
Date Completed
Pages
1
Creative Calling
Chase Jarvis
22-Jan
304
2
The Age of Surveillance Capitalism
Shoshana Zuboff
25-Jan
704
3
Animal Farm
George Orwell
27-Jan
112
4
Alexander Hamilton
Ron Chernow
02-Feb
818
5
Range
David Epstein
12-Feb
352
6
The Bookshop on the Corner
Jenny Colgan
29-Feb
384
7
Call Sign Chaos
Jim Mattis
12-Mar
320
8
The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy
Douglas Adams
19-Mar
208
9
The Alchemist
Paulo Coelho
22-Mar
208
10
Guns, Germs, and Steel
Jared Diamond
06-Apr
496
11
Upstream
Dan Heath
16-May
320
12
Symposium
Plato
18-May
144
13
Gulliver’s Travels
Jonathan Swift
25-May
432
14
Anything You Want
Derek Sivers
11-Jun
96
15
Extreme Ownership
Jocko Willink & Leif Babin
18-Jun
384
16
The Code. The Evaluation. The Protocols
Jocko Willink
23-Jun
93
17
How Will You Measure Your Life
Clayton M. Christensen
28-Jun
236
18
The Last Wish
Andrzej Sapkowski
05-Jul
384
19
The Expectant Father
Armin A. Brott & Jennifer Ash
06-Jul
336
20
The Coaching Habit
Michael Bungay Stanier
14-Jul
234
21
The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks
Rebecca Skloot
23-Jul
400
22
Working
Robert A. Caro
08-Sep
240
23
Crime and Punishment
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
15-Sep
544
24
Every Tool’s A Hammer
Adam Savage
18-Sep
320
25
Love Sense
Dr. Sue Johnson
20-Sep
352
26
Natural
Alan Levinovitz
22-Sep
264
27
The Kite Runner
Khaled Hosseini
06-Oct
363
28
My Own Words
Ruth Bader Ginsburg
10-Oct
400
29
Kitchen Confidential
Anthony Bourdain
20-Oct
384
30
Stillness is the Key
Ryan Holiday
06-Nov
288
31
The Oxford Inklings
Colin Duriez
07-Nov
276
32
The Infinite Game
Simon Sinek
14-Nov
272
33
The Ride of a Lifetime
Robert Iger
21-Nov
272
34
As a Man Thinketh & From Poverty to Power
James Allen
26-Nov
182
35
Medium Raw
Anthony Bourdain
06-Dec
320
36
A Christmas Carol
Charles Dickens
06-Dec
112
37
The Little Book of Hygge
Meik Wiking
12-Dec
288
38
Nicomachean Ethics
Aristotle
30-Dec
400
Total
12242
Overall, I’m happy with how the year went for reading. In reviewing the list, a few things stood out to me. First is that I surpassed my total books read for the year over 2019 by 13 entries. While we can certainly have a discussion about the merits issues of using the number of books read as an accurate key performance indicator of comprehension or progress, it was nice to see that I stepped things up a bit. I was fairly consistent in making my way through the books, with only a dip in April (likely because of the life-adjustment that came from working from home) and the silence seen from mid-July to the start of September thanks to the birth of our son in early-August.
I’m also happy to see that I read fewer self-help and business books last year and instead dove into more fiction, memoirs, and books about history. In my previous roundup, I had commented about wanting to be more intentional with my reading after feeling burnt out on certain genres of books.
One significant change in my reading habits this past year was that I joined a reading group/book club. A friend organized it just as things went into lockdown in March. We meet online every few weeks to discuss books selected in a rotation by the group. I commented earlier that I read 13 more books this year than last, and I’d attribute the book club to being the single biggest reason for the boost in completions (we cleared 12 by year’s end). Here are the books that we read:
Call Sign Chaos by Jim Mattis
Symposium by Plato
Gulliver’s Travels by Jonathan Swift
How Will You Measure Your Life by Clayton M. Christensen
The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks by Rebecca Skloot
Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
Kitchen Confidential by Anthony Bourdain
The Oxford Inklings by Colin Duriez
As a Man Thinketh & From Poverty to Power by James Allen
A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens
Nicomachean Ethics by Aristotle (finished in the final days, though we haven’t met to discuss it yet.
I’d normally create a separate post about my top reads for the year, but I’ll include it here for simplicity. In chronological order of when I finished, my top 5 reads of the year are:
Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow (among my top reads ever; I was fortunate to see the stage play before the shutdown in March)
Call Sign Chaos by Jim Mattis (the first book I chose for the book club; I was struck by how Mattis talks about self-education and reflection)
The Expectant Father by Armin A. Brott & Jennifer Ash (since we were expecting this year, this book was a nice roadmap to know what to expect, and it provided some comfort along the way)
The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks by Rebecca Skloot (I recommend everyone read this book; it reminds me of the important work we do on the research ethics boards I sit on, and why we must be critical of research)
My Own Words by Ruth Bader Ginsberg (I started this collection of writings and speeches before RBG died, and was sadly reminded after finishing of what we lost in her death).
This was a pretty good year for reading. It felt good to get lost in more fiction, and I’ll have things to say in the future about the value I’m finding in reading as part of a group. In the meantime, Happy New Year, and it’s time to keep tackling my reading backlog.
I’ve been mulling over a quote I wrote down in my notebook back in March, especially as it relates to my productive output at both work and for my personal projects:
“Every system is perfectly designed to get the results it gets.” ~Paul Batalden
At the end of the day, I’ll look back at my lists of tasks and feel frustrated that another day has slipped by thanks to my monkey brain’s inability to focus. Of course, this is placing the blame on the wrong focus because it’s ignoring two important facts: it assumes I’m not in control of my behaviours when I blame it on my “monkey brain,” and it assumes that I’m setting myself up for success merely by sitting at my computer. Both of these are patently untrue. I have control over my environment and (to borrow a phrase from Jocko Willink) I should be taking extreme ownership over my work situation.
If I find myself frustrated with my lack of output, I have to look at the system that my productivity is set against. If I spend my day getting lost down YouTube video and blog holes, then it’s because my system is optimized for it.
If I’m allowing myself to give in to temptation or distraction, it’s because it’s easier to fall back on things that are psychologically comforting and there is too much friction to get started on the real work.
Motivation is a flywheel – I have to overcome inertia to get the wheel turning, and it takes time before inertia helps the wheel turn freely. If the system is optimized to prevent me turning the flywheel, then it’s important to look at the system for fixes, rather than bemoaning the outcomes.
It’s not a quick fix. It will take time, effort, and a direction to push towards that will start the flywheel. I shouldn’t be so hard on myself. If the flywheel grounds to a halt, then it’s my job to stop, reset, appraise, and re-engage.